miakou

My ankle....

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 09:29:49 GMT

Again, I post. We had a football game and a dance. I spotted my friend Matt coming in, and proceeded to jump on him. From across the gym. I sprinted across the gym screaming, "MAAATTT!!!" And jumped. Then, he moved. X_X I crashed into the kitchen door, which opened and then I smashed into the deep fryer. Luckily, there was no grease in it. That would've been icky. And Chelsea and I spent our time tackling each other. That's the kind of friend everyone needs. Someone willing to run at you from across the gym, to tackle you.

Jordan pissed me off. She accused Shannan of being a bitch just for saying "Don't touch me". Can she blame her for being in a bad mood? Her best friend comitted suicide the 21st of September a year ago. If she's a bitch now, I'd hate to see what happens the 21st. But, honestly, Jordan had NO right to touch on that subject. Shannan and I are closer than anyone else, and I don't even touch on that one. So, essentially, we're pissed off at Jordan, and are plotting her slow, horrible, agonizing death. Because going quick and painlessly is too good for her.

I am so fucking bored.

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 21:05:31 GMT

I finally remembered my password, so, I've decided to make a post after 5 months. Anyway, as the title suggests, I'm bored as fuck. I have nothing to do in this town, and I can't go anywhere. In otherwords, I might as well be in prison. At least there, there are people to talk to.

"Don't wait for me, cause I won't just sit by, while you just bleed."

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 04:12:23 GMT

I'm listening to Sum 41 as I stare at this screen, thinking of what to type to please the ravenous vultures that roam this site. And ya know what? I don't care what people think. I just don't care. I've given up. Why you ask? Because, life's too short to please idiots. "Oh, he's just rambling," you say, "He's trying to make a post to prove his so-called 'punkness'." BAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!! Wrong answer. I'm just getting some random hate off my chest. What the fuck is with you Christians in the crowd? "God loves everyone, but he hates those fags over there." Gee, what happened to the loving, nice Jesus we learned about in Sunday School? Now, before you start saying I hate Christians, think again. I'm just wondering why they're saying gays can't have rights. Blacks were given their much deserved rights after years of slavery and oppression. Women were given their much deserved rights after years of being put down, and treated like idiots by men. Immigrants were given THEIR much deserved rights after they were forced into lower-class citizenship, and minimum wage jobs. So, why can't gays have THEIR rights? Are they not people in your biggoted eyes? Are they second-class? There is a separation of church and state in the constitution. That means, that you can't take away rights based on religious reasons. I don't give half a shit what God said a couple THOUSAND years ago, that doesn't mean I can't go marry the man I love. That doesn't mean you can force me to be straight because, "That's what God intended." If God intended for no homosexuality, or bisexuality at all, why does my sister's male cat get fucked by another male cat, and then turn around, and fuck the other cat? That's homosexuality in nature. I've seen monkeys in zoos that have sex with members of the same sex, and both sexes at the same time, but it's not natural to be gay. I guess those monkeys and cats got hit with some shitty sunlight there, right? But dear Jesus, stop me now, before I step on everyone's toes right? Or before I reveal the unprecedented TRUTH. Oh, I'm just a bad, unnatural Atheist, right? I'm just a heathen that supports immorality. Okay, you say I should be punished for etenrity because I don't believe in a biggoted god, and I love whom I choose to love. Gee, isn't that what "FREE WILL" is all about? I get to make my own decisions, and I can pay for what I say, right? Something about the entire concept of religion bothers me. Maybe I just look too hard at any evidence, but there are serious flaws in what the "Good Lord" had written down. Like, Noah, his wife, his three sons, and their wives repopulated the world. But then, the inbreeding would make almost 70 percent, or more of the world's population severly deformed and retarded. I don't know about YOU but I don't think I'm all that retarded. Maybe that's FROM the retardation, but seriously, do you think we could've split the atom, and harnessed that destructive power for energy? I know someone who's seriously retarded, and has severe autism, and if you gave him a firecracker, just a firecracker, he'd probably blow himself straight to Hell and back. I don't want him to feel offended, but he probably would, and can you blame him? Sparkles. I like sparkles, and I've got an I.Q. of almost 200.

Now, any of you that I've insulted in this long rant, I'm very sorry, but I've been having a bad day and I'm not nice at all. Bye.

Yay for stalkers......

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 02:26:30 GMT

Yes, I am being stalked. By eighth graders at that. It seems that these eighth graders have claimed me for their own. Yes, I have been claimed. The saddest thing is, one is my best friend's little sister. The other, a dork at my church. Now, I don't know about you, but a fifteen year old, being stalked by thirteen year olds is just plain WRONG! This was very disturbing news, and even more disturbing when I realized the one was related to my best friend. So, I'm really disturbed here, and I'm sitting at my computer, browsing through a skateboard shop's site, and I'm staring at one of the boards. This is the Blind Death Lens deck, and it is really cool. It's the reaper holding this camera, and it's covered in blood. The relevence? I really want that death lens. Why? To blast my hateful mother into a fucking oblivion. I'm serious, the bitch should die. I've told her a thousand fucking times that I want to quit trumpet because I suck now, and my mother said "Mr. Higgs said you were good with a trumpet." Okay, keyword: WERE. WAS. NOT ANYMORE!! There's this thing about braces, that if you play brass, you're damned to SUCK HORRIBLY! Why does this mean anything? It doesn't, I'm just angry that I'm being forced to do something that hurts, and cuts my lips apart. Oh yeah, trumpet's REAL good for me. Just as good as society's view of beauty. I don't need a disillusioned society's view on how my teeth should be. I had almost perfect teeth, and some orthodontist in a different state told me I needed braces. People, please, whatever happened to SECOND FUCKING OPINIONS?!?! WHAT HAPPENED?!?!? I'll tell you, AMERICANS ARE FUCKING RETARDED! THAT'S WHAT! WE TAKE WHAT SOME JACKASS TELLS US IS BEAUTIFUL, AND STRIVE TO GET IT! WHY?!?!?!?!?

BUBBLESSSS!!!!!!!

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 04:28:53 GMT

All right, if you couldn't tell by THAT, I'm a really strange person. Now, about myself; I am a 15 year old, bisexual PSYCHO from the middle of nowhere. I'm serious, my town is in the EXACT CENTER of NOTHINGNESS. Heheh, anywho, back to my specs. I am VERY opinionated, and I am quite insensitive. If you don't like that, you can suck my dick, because I really don't care. Now, I've recently had a really shitty deal of luck, so I'm not nice, either. Okay. So, you are afraid of me now. Good. You wanna bitch at me, just ask me. I'll give you my AIM and my YIM and we can just go at it. Are you even more afraid? If you can answer "Yes" to that question, you should leave now, before you are forced into the depths of my insanity, all righty? Those brave enough to stay, please, don't feel like I'm an ass. I'm sorta nice, now and then. Well, this morning, in my BORING AS FUCK History class, I bursted out screaming "BUBBLES!!!!!!!!! MY BUBBLES!!!!!!!" I'm known to do seriously crazy shit like that all the time. Case in point: Hot Fries. Train Wreck food from Hell. I'm serious, I could eat those until my mouth catches on fire, and then some. Well, I had one of those big ole $0.99 bags, and I was downing those things by the handful. After I had devoured the bag, which took all of five minutes, I then proceeded to eat cinnamon gum. After this, I literally felt like I was going to burst into flames. But, being the idiot, I downed ANOTHER bag of hot fries. If any of you could have seen my face, FUCK! I've also been known to light things on fire, and eat them. Well, it would appear to you that I have no sense of sanity. CONGRATUALTIONS SHERLOCK!!! YOU JUST UNRAVELED THE MYSTERY OF MY MIND!!! IT TOOK YOU ALL OF THREE MINUTES TO DO IT TOO!!!! Wow, what attentive readers. Well.... I forgot my train of thought, but I'll wait here, it'll hit me soon. Bye.